31st December 2011

Its already the last day of 2011; in the blink of an eye, my first year in AC has started.. and ended. Feels just yesterday when I sat in my bright yellow and turquoise Crescent uniform in ACJC's huge hall and watched the OGLs perform.

Now, months later, after a series of attempted friendships, questions about commitment, killing thousands of trees in several exams and several crushes, I have survived 2011. It wasn't easy; even now i'm fighting. This year I learnt a lot of things. I guess JC is where we slowly begin to learn the ropes of today's society. At least that's what it feels like to me. Oh and how could i forget? How.. dramatic/interesting life can become just by adding one ingredient: the opposite gender. Okay, nuff said. I'm sure many will agree with me ;)

The last day of 2011 for me was amid confusion, pmsing weather and mothers, failed attempts to start a conversation etc. a hurricane of emotions. Horrible. Anyways the end of 2011 simply just signifies the start of 2012. As usual, I will always try to make the best of it; although something tells me it may be pretty lonely. But whatever i'll do my best =D Be it for As or just life in general!

Ah yes, and Happy New Year! =D

16th December 2011

Today was the first day of carolling
I didn't go
Came down with a 39 degree fever
It was as if there were stones tied to my arms and legs when i woke up
And as usual, the most unexpected person(s) cared
It wasn't who i was looking for
But thank you all the same :)

You forgot something that i hoped you wouldn't
Maybe you just forgot, or maybe you just didn't bother to find out
Then why should i have taken the effort in the first place?
So many broken, empty promises
You let me down
And i am gradually losing hope