17th March 2013

Ever wondered what it felt like... without support?
Its the implications of it all. Of your every action. Okay, you suck with words, but its true, but your actions reveal your intent. You have already lost all hope on me without even thinking about it.
I don't want to end up like you, regretting what you didn't do as you get older. Why didn't you fight for what you wanted? Why did you 'resign to fate', as you tell me to do, but sigh at how tough your own life is, while envying those whose lives are better? If you had fought for it, but failed, and then resigned to fate, maybe, just maybe you wouldn't be so bitter about it.

If I had fought for it, as hard as i can, but i failed, then i will resign. But i want to have tried again and again. If i am truly fated not to have it, then i shall be resigned. But at least i will know, it is not my way to go. But for now, i won't let go. I won't. Even if all of you are going to try and discourage me again and again. I won't. I want to try.