16th August 2010

Oral today. I was quite freaked out at first. But the examiners were really nice. They even nodded when i was reading XDDD They laughed when i was answering the first question. The one about a time when i was late. Then i was like... blab blah, then my dad's car broke down. Then they laughed. Hehehe talked bad behind my dad. Muahahah. It was almost like a decent conversation. But here's the thought, i might not have developed my points very well =( I hope i did okay. I was just aiming for an A2.
I have 3 tests/time trails (Me: is there a lrq test tmr? Ms Li: Not test lar! Time trial! -.-)tmr. Suck. And i'm drained, with no mood to study at all. All i want to do is sleep. But then i still need to do homework -.- At least got 2 hours of time to study tmr =DD

6th August 2010

I'm getting lazier to post. Haha I was really quite happy this week. Although I just saw something i didn't want to.... Oh wells. In general this week was quite fun. My class is a great class. But.... i really don't like the way some things are done. Somehow this thought has become fixed to my mind: I don't ever want to go to the "best" class ever again. Neither do i want to be the top. At least now i can say that i'm happier. At least there's something there you know. Better than nothing right? And there's this certain fear that i'll lose them; it really feels that way alr.

Anyway, on to the nicer stuff. NDP celebrations was better, compared to the other recent 'concerts' held by the school. except for the disastrous Reach Out For the Sky. There were really fun times this week. And I was glad that i could still feel happy for a longer period of time. Because recently my feelings are really on a roller-coaster ride. We ended of the week nicely by recording our class dance. Dunno what they're planning to do with it thou.

And i went to watch The Sorcerer's Apprentice. Really nice show full of humour and amazing effects! No regrets this time ^^

{I'm such a failure}

23rd July 2010

I'm so tired! Mass Dance has officially ended! It was more tiring than i expected. Everyone was looking at our form teacher during the demo thou. Hahaha do fun, although i wasn't the once who made him do it. Heehee~ This week was tiring. There was listening compre, amongst other tests. I would be quite high at school, and now that its finally the end of the week, i am so tired. I almost fell asleep at 5 just now. Haha

At least episode 15 of WGM came out. (see Evan! i spelt it correctly this time!) And they had to end at the part before they took the driving test! I was Seohyun to win. Hahaha XD

SS test today was horrible. Did it wrongly again -.- i hope i won't end up failing Ss prelims -.- That would be bad. Oh well, I'll work hard at it. Shows that i seriously suck at SS.

I've fallen in love with dancing recently. I find it fun. Sometimes its tires me out but its also a form of exercise. Haha So fun.

15th July 2010

I am fuming about a certain someone's mood swings now. I won't be surprised if she's wallowing in self pity lately. If you're not gonna help yourself, no one's gonna help you.

It took me by surprise today, when someone expressed concern for me. After a year and a half of suffering by myself, i guess it was kinda shocking. But I'm glad. Its a good change. Perhaps that really hard period of time has gone by. I'll still keep doing my best, and i know there'll be ppl there for me.

I have fallen on love with WDG, Yongseo!!!!!!! They're so cute together~ i especially like that the both of them write letters to each other. The photo diary was really cute! And also that the theme of their house is Avatar. Haha Ahh i finished 3 episodes in a day. OMG. I'm gonna put the blame on Evan for giving me so many episodes at once. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA Jkjkjk XD

7th July 2010

2nd week of school. And i thought Youth Day celebrations were gonna be spectacular... My hopes fell flat. Anyways, at least some teachers tried. (note the use of the word, TRIED) Better than nothing! =)

I was suddenly hit with some weird feeling in the gut -.- School is long and tiring. I can't seem to get back into the mood. I screwed up my oral the other day. And ended up crying -.- But its over, not like i would like to take it again. Chinese is gonna be over soon. it ends on 20th July. I hope i pass...

Winny joined Crez Awards... haha she has a nice voice =) I doubt that i'll go thou. No one seems to want to go.

This term... maybe i'm fitting in. But it doesn't mean that its easier. I'm gonna work on my stupid humanities. I seem to be de-proving with each Geog time trial! So failure! hahaha

30th June 2010

I am posting... to delay from studying oral. Which involved turning off my computer, taking out all the oral stuff and reading them (mentally or out loud). This kinda means that i'll be talking to myself. =.= Oh well, O level oral is tmr. And I am FREAKED OUT. Omg. If i freeze tmr, i think i might cry after that =( Well, i pray to Provenance, I just dun wanna get too unlucky tmr. I need all the self-confidence and smiles i can get XD

Somehow, everything i like, i seem to considering to let it become part of my future... But its so hard to decide on one thing =( Mythbusters look cool, and i'm not bad at science. I dunno why i find genetics fascination, yet i can't seem to understand what the stupid terms are saying. I guess i dun mind dancing? Compared to most people?

My class has a taste for songs which continuously ring in a person's head after hearing it. It gets quite irritating. Especially when there's only 2 sentences of the song stuck in your head!; you only hear those same words -.-

23rd June 2010

Holiday's just about gone. So sad. at least there was once a time, when i could wake up late without a care in the world. I'm absolutely dreading school reopening. Test every week? No way is that something to look forward to. Its raining cats and dogs now. One of the heaviest storms we've had in a while. Zm's still stuck at Lot 1 cos of flooding somewhere. I'm quite proud of myself cos i managed to return home in the heavy rain without getting my umbrella wet! haha By taking the bus. It never occurred to anyone in my family before! And we've been living in Yew Tee for almost 7 years -.- hahahaha

I've been addicted to shows, regardless of whether they're on the computer or the TV. There's this nice HK drama about food, i know there's the word phoenix in the title, and Charmine Sheh(sp) is in it. I like the chrysanthemum cakes or sth like that. It looks really delicious. There's Glee tonight! =D I'm not that mad about it, but i really love the songs XD Mythbusters was cool too. I ended up wanting to ask my dad to subscribe to cable again. Too bad, i know he'll never do it. There's also We Got Married, YongSeo are so cute! haha Yonghwa is tall! I get easily jealous of tall ppl. And those we are so musically talented too! (Seohyun learnt a song in a month. 1 MONTH!!) There's Inuyasha =))) Cuteee~ Kagome is so forgiving

I can't believe that my parents are actually considering bringing me to NY =0 that would be so cool thou. I may even see snow; that is, if we're going. Anyway i learnt not to expect too much.