9th October 2010

Yesterday was the graduation ceremony for the 2010 batch of students. A great sense of nostalgia, sadness and happiness mixed in together. Nostalgia to have to part like that; 4 years which seemed to long and endless when i was in secondary 1, I had walked through with it. And yesterday i finished, together with so many other people, that phrase of our lives. In Primary school, i wouldn't have thought twice about it. My Primary school meant nothing to me, i didn't mind drifting apart from my best friends then.

4 years ago i walked in, bearing thoughts of meeting various people, and finding friends for life. I sat in a seat at the back of the class, little did i know, next to a girl who is now one of my best friends. I met the most eccentric, the most amusing, the best people to be with, the most irritating ones... D.I.S.C type personalities, Crescent holds them all. (Teachers included)

I've felt the pain of parting, the happiness of reunion. I've found passion for the things i do, and developed my own character with courage i've gained from my friends and family. I'm sure everyone did, although their motive when they entered the school might be somewhat different from mine.

I didn't cry yesterday. But today, everything seems to be suddenly rushing back again. I always have slow reactions. Whether it was when Ms Tham left or when i left the school. Thank you, everyone who played a part in my life, for everything.

My only regret, is that i may end up hating one of my other best friends before i leave. I get this feelings that she's doing particular things on purpose. I cannot forget things that you have done for me, but in the least, let us part (even a little) as friends. But i doubt she'll read this. After all, she's hinting that i'm boring.

1st October 2010

I just want to rant today. I'm suffering from a severe lack of sleep (i think all the sec 4s are) and i'm having a headache now. I just found out from Evan that JYJ is coming to Singapore on 16 October. And i thought that it was alr after my holidays. I also realised, just a few seconds ago, that my Calendar was stil on the September page. My daily sore throat is really starting to bother me. I think it's probably time i stop daily computer usage...

Conclusion: Homework and school is officially draining me.

*Edit: Not holidays, O levels.

4th September 2010

It's September.. halfway through prelims, the holidays have started too. Doesn't feel that way, but i'll enjoy it to the fullest since it's alr here. I'm going to Taiwan after the O levels. Its mostly confirmed already... I just hope i dun get food poisoning again. Things are so uncertain now. At least i can finally enjoy myself in school, better late than never. Except for the constant pressure to study that the teachers put on us. I'm looking forward to the end of school!

I wonder when it comes to friendship and love, who is responsible to maintain it. I think it belongs to both parties to be willing to share and accept each other. When one makes the decision to turn his back on it, it won't be surprising if it collapses. I came to crescent with the hope to make great friends and meet people. I've met some really eccentric people, others are really fun to be with.. People who i can make lame jokes with, be sarcastic with.. I'll really miss these people when i leave Crescent. So no matter how horrible the school experience has become as i grew older, at least i know i can walk away with something.

I've become addicted to tea; any type of tea on earth. Milk tea, lemon tea.. lala i love tea. Hahaha Okay that was random.. Prelims has been tiring. I may be numb to the fact that i'm taking exams but that doesn't mean that it doesn't tire me out. Sitting in that hall, in the same chair for hours on end, staring at the piece of paper that you desperately need to complete and excel in... despite it being a cold room, doesn't bode well for my physical and mental health. So i'm going baking after Os! Anyone wants to join me?! Or dance classes? Jap? Guitar?(that was rhethorical question. But you can answer it if you want. HAHAHA)

16th August 2010

Oral today. I was quite freaked out at first. But the examiners were really nice. They even nodded when i was reading XDDD They laughed when i was answering the first question. The one about a time when i was late. Then i was like... blab blah, then my dad's car broke down. Then they laughed. Hehehe talked bad behind my dad. Muahahah. It was almost like a decent conversation. But here's the thought, i might not have developed my points very well =( I hope i did okay. I was just aiming for an A2.
I have 3 tests/time trails (Me: is there a lrq test tmr? Ms Li: Not test lar! Time trial! -.-)tmr. Suck. And i'm drained, with no mood to study at all. All i want to do is sleep. But then i still need to do homework -.- At least got 2 hours of time to study tmr =DD

6th August 2010

I'm getting lazier to post. Haha I was really quite happy this week. Although I just saw something i didn't want to.... Oh wells. In general this week was quite fun. My class is a great class. But.... i really don't like the way some things are done. Somehow this thought has become fixed to my mind: I don't ever want to go to the "best" class ever again. Neither do i want to be the top. At least now i can say that i'm happier. At least there's something there you know. Better than nothing right? And there's this certain fear that i'll lose them; it really feels that way alr.

Anyway, on to the nicer stuff. NDP celebrations was better, compared to the other recent 'concerts' held by the school. except for the disastrous Reach Out For the Sky. There were really fun times this week. And I was glad that i could still feel happy for a longer period of time. Because recently my feelings are really on a roller-coaster ride. We ended of the week nicely by recording our class dance. Dunno what they're planning to do with it thou.

And i went to watch The Sorcerer's Apprentice. Really nice show full of humour and amazing effects! No regrets this time ^^

{I'm such a failure}

23rd July 2010

I'm so tired! Mass Dance has officially ended! It was more tiring than i expected. Everyone was looking at our form teacher during the demo thou. Hahaha do fun, although i wasn't the once who made him do it. Heehee~ This week was tiring. There was listening compre, amongst other tests. I would be quite high at school, and now that its finally the end of the week, i am so tired. I almost fell asleep at 5 just now. Haha

At least episode 15 of WGM came out. (see Evan! i spelt it correctly this time!) And they had to end at the part before they took the driving test! I was Seohyun to win. Hahaha XD

SS test today was horrible. Did it wrongly again -.- i hope i won't end up failing Ss prelims -.- That would be bad. Oh well, I'll work hard at it. Shows that i seriously suck at SS.

I've fallen in love with dancing recently. I find it fun. Sometimes its tires me out but its also a form of exercise. Haha So fun.

15th July 2010

I am fuming about a certain someone's mood swings now. I won't be surprised if she's wallowing in self pity lately. If you're not gonna help yourself, no one's gonna help you.

It took me by surprise today, when someone expressed concern for me. After a year and a half of suffering by myself, i guess it was kinda shocking. But I'm glad. Its a good change. Perhaps that really hard period of time has gone by. I'll still keep doing my best, and i know there'll be ppl there for me.

I have fallen on love with WDG, Yongseo!!!!!!! They're so cute together~ i especially like that the both of them write letters to each other. The photo diary was really cute! And also that the theme of their house is Avatar. Haha Ahh i finished 3 episodes in a day. OMG. I'm gonna put the blame on Evan for giving me so many episodes at once. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA Jkjkjk XD