Monday, May 10, 2010

10th May 2010

What's life without company? Perhaps it was my own misfortune to end up the way i am now. Perhaps ignorance is bliss? Ignoring that fact that i lack something i really really want in my life? But honestly, i find it really hard to do it, especially when the fact gets shoved into my face every damn day. Its so hard, to fight on everyday, it honestly feels like you're trying to swim in tar or sth. Its suffocating...
I want it to end, all this pain but so far everyday it feels like more and more water is being poured over my head, and i get colder and colder with each passing minute. I'm almost numb -.-

All the tests today were screwed. Simple as that. I've lost my steam, whether its to fight on or to excel in exams. I just want it to pass. NOW

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