15th June 2010

I get the feeling that i'm falling sick... I think its probably from all my thinking over the last few days. Today is also the 2nd day of the Oral course at my chinese tuition... I just feel damn sleepy when i go there. And my throat has been hurting from this morning, and i'm supposed to be going for a READING course! Ha! I laugh!

I wonder if anyone believes in fate or destiny? I feel so resigned now. I doubt i will ever see her again, even if i make myself sad thinking about it. I miss singing. And Its been so long. I dun think she remembers me at all.

I saw a video with Junsu and Jaejoong singing with such amazing, strong voices, although not a single word makes sense -.- {they're koreans singing english, so i guess that's pretty normal} I look and them, and i think about myself. Being scared to approach someone who i had so much fun with; not singing for almost 2 months already (and missing it dreadfully). Such a voice will be unattainable. (sp?)

I'm going to buy a DVD for $80 hahaha and my sister is pay half! MUAHAHA it'll probably be DBSK's last concert together. I wish them all the best for their future. I hope they'll still remain friends. Maybe, just maybe, they'll perform together again in some reunion concert.