6th January 2012

Is this pre-school depression or sth? lol I'm not very keen to return to the days when I lack sleep but still have to force myself to go through the entire day. There's nothing worse than having to go through a long day while lacking sleep.

Doing homework has become a bitter activity. Urgh; I know i'm not supposed to be angry about such a thing but there's really nothing to look forward to in school. When the thing(s) you are searching for can't be found. I'm gonna try to look forward to small little things.. not sure if it'll work. Lately i've been getting the feeling that something unexpected is gonna happen this year. Or maybe its just me hoping again -.- Hmm an author expressed my feelings perfectly: "the hope [i] couldn't ever totally quench"

See! This is why i love books! They're a nice change from reality; And they help you put your feelings into words =)

PS. This is random but i thought i'd just post up a story for fun. It was a rare stroke of inspiration for me, written in July last year. Its.so.damn.applicable.to.life; probably because it expressed my fears, but i'm still hoping. So, this is for those out there who are still searching, for anything at all =) Go below to check it out!