7th July 2010

2nd week of school. And i thought Youth Day celebrations were gonna be spectacular... My hopes fell flat. Anyways, at least some teachers tried. (note the use of the word, TRIED) Better than nothing! =)

I was suddenly hit with some weird feeling in the gut -.- School is long and tiring. I can't seem to get back into the mood. I screwed up my oral the other day. And ended up crying -.- But its over, not like i would like to take it again. Chinese is gonna be over soon. it ends on 20th July. I hope i pass...

Winny joined Crez Awards... haha she has a nice voice =) I doubt that i'll go thou. No one seems to want to go.

This term... maybe i'm fitting in. But it doesn't mean that its easier. I'm gonna work on my stupid humanities. I seem to be de-proving with each Geog time trial! So failure! hahaha

30th June 2010

I am posting... to delay from studying oral. Which involved turning off my computer, taking out all the oral stuff and reading them (mentally or out loud). This kinda means that i'll be talking to myself. =.= Oh well, O level oral is tmr. And I am FREAKED OUT. Omg. If i freeze tmr, i think i might cry after that =( Well, i pray to Provenance, I just dun wanna get too unlucky tmr. I need all the self-confidence and smiles i can get XD

Somehow, everything i like, i seem to considering to let it become part of my future... But its so hard to decide on one thing =( Mythbusters look cool, and i'm not bad at science. I dunno why i find genetics fascination, yet i can't seem to understand what the stupid terms are saying. I guess i dun mind dancing? Compared to most people?

My class has a taste for songs which continuously ring in a person's head after hearing it. It gets quite irritating. Especially when there's only 2 sentences of the song stuck in your head!; you only hear those same words -.-

23rd June 2010

Holiday's just about gone. So sad. at least there was once a time, when i could wake up late without a care in the world. I'm absolutely dreading school reopening. Test every week? No way is that something to look forward to. Its raining cats and dogs now. One of the heaviest storms we've had in a while. Zm's still stuck at Lot 1 cos of flooding somewhere. I'm quite proud of myself cos i managed to return home in the heavy rain without getting my umbrella wet! haha By taking the bus. It never occurred to anyone in my family before! And we've been living in Yew Tee for almost 7 years -.- hahahaha

I've been addicted to shows, regardless of whether they're on the computer or the TV. There's this nice HK drama about food, i know there's the word phoenix in the title, and Charmine Sheh(sp) is in it. I like the chrysanthemum cakes or sth like that. It looks really delicious. There's Glee tonight! =D I'm not that mad about it, but i really love the songs XD Mythbusters was cool too. I ended up wanting to ask my dad to subscribe to cable again. Too bad, i know he'll never do it. There's also We Got Married, YongSeo are so cute! haha Yonghwa is tall! I get easily jealous of tall ppl. And those we are so musically talented too! (Seohyun learnt a song in a month. 1 MONTH!!) There's Inuyasha =))) Cuteee~ Kagome is so forgiving

I can't believe that my parents are actually considering bringing me to NY =0 that would be so cool thou. I may even see snow; that is, if we're going. Anyway i learnt not to expect too much.

15th June 2010

I get the feeling that i'm falling sick... I think its probably from all my thinking over the last few days. Today is also the 2nd day of the Oral course at my chinese tuition... I just feel damn sleepy when i go there. And my throat has been hurting from this morning, and i'm supposed to be going for a READING course! Ha! I laugh!

I wonder if anyone believes in fate or destiny? I feel so resigned now. I doubt i will ever see her again, even if i make myself sad thinking about it. I miss singing. And Its been so long. I dun think she remembers me at all.

I saw a video with Junsu and Jaejoong singing with such amazing, strong voices, although not a single word makes sense -.- {they're koreans singing english, so i guess that's pretty normal} I look and them, and i think about myself. Being scared to approach someone who i had so much fun with; not singing for almost 2 months already (and missing it dreadfully). Such a voice will be unattainable. (sp?)

I'm going to buy a DVD for $80 hahaha and my sister is pay half! MUAHAHA it'll probably be DBSK's last concert together. I wish them all the best for their future. I hope they'll still remain friends. Maybe, just maybe, they'll perform together again in some reunion concert.

12th May 2010

Woah... Its been 8 days. Haha So much for wanting to finish my homework by the end of this week... Its VJC DSA Choir auditions today... I'm actually quite glad that i didn't apply in. Totally forgot that my parents are going away for a holiday. HAHAHA. Hopefully i can get more work done next week, when i'm out of the house. Having this TPC in front of me isn't always a good thing. Next week, i gotta force myself to start using chinese as a "communication tool" again. Geez Oh well, i look forward to the end of it.

I'm starting to like CNBlue now.. haha Even my sister's addicted. I have too many videos i can watch.. catch me now, I'm 5 episodes to the end (sorry Anna XD).. Inuyasha, WGM (I think Seohyun needs an opinion). At least i'm not my sister, everyday stare stupidly at the computer. Hehe

5th June 2010

I'm not gonna complain. Its does me no good. I'm supposed to be doing work right now.. instead i'm watching videos Evan sent me. I think the korean pop is starting to get to me again. oh wells, its fun to have someone to talk to =) Lee Joon from MBLAQ is so cute! Koreans are amazing dancers.. and body builders as well (heehee). Honestly, you don't see a Singapore star showing off his abs in the show. My country's entertainment industry doesn't interest me..

I'm thinking of going back... 2 years back actually. And going to find a certain someone who gave me the courage to sing. I've never contacted her for 2 years and i feel quite guilty about that. Does she still remember me? I want to sing for her. Perhaps it was a coincidence that, when she came into my life, i made a promise to myself to change. She was one of those who unknowingly supported me. I tell myself, wait until after O levels... but will i do it?

2nd June 2010

I'm listening to DBSK's accapellas... instead of doing bio..I love bio. I want to study it but i'm not sure this is what i want to do in the future.

I'm surprised at myself. Can't decide whether i'm sad or happy. If we succeed at something, does that mean we fail at something else? There was a phrase that goes, "make new friends and keep the old". Looks like i'm so bad, i cant even do that. Ha!